Me.

I'm a less than average person.
I'm not going anywhere and I've got nothing going for me.
I feel excluded by my friends and feel like nothing is real.

I feel like I should just be alone.
Forget any and all irl friends.
Move to a place away from everyone and everything.
Be a hermit. Be a loner.

I wish life didn't rely on money.

Ha.

People in relationships make me laugh.

As much as I do enjoy the fact and thought of someone being there, I'm sure fucking glad I'm not in one.

Fml

Every time I see you, you keep getting cuter and cuter. Prettier and prettier. Why can't I be a cute boy to get your attention and have you like me. ;~;

False Hope...

As if there should have been any hope placed down in the beginning. Mistake on my part, I suppose. I always have hope for the hopeless.

Maybe...

Maybe some people don't have a goal in life and want to live monotonely working shit jobs because at least it's something to do!

Ever think of that?

I don't want...

I need to lose weight.
I need to figure out who I am again.
I need to figure out where I'm going.
I need to move out.
I need to find new jobs.
I need to save money.
I need to manage better.
I need to live my life the way I want where no one can stop me.
I need to open my eyes and not be so conservative.

I need... A lot if things...

...is a cruel thing.

Jealousy...