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Monday, January 19, 2009
Real thoughts of a genderfucked creature
I often wonder if I should update this more often. Then again, what would be it's purpose? I never keep diaries, I already have a Livejournal which I update more constantly, Twitter for my one line sentences of feeling and thoughts, I also have a Myspace which I only ever update with a bulletin here and there.. I don't even blog there. This wouldn't be any different of a blog.
This was my vent relief, but now that I have nothing constant to make me vent anymore, I never use this. Not to mention I don't have any followers that would be interested in what I would say anyway.
I never say anything insightful, I never have any real deep thoughts that I just must get down on something, I never have any ideas that I feel the need to share with people.. I'm not funny, I'm not witty, I'm not creative in the writing outlet, I don't know many people who even have a Blogger. I, myself, am only watching two people. I'm sure if I put effort into searching I could find people to continue watching.
What if I just changed my entire outlook on everything? What if I decided to label everywhere that I have this and this and this, and feel free to watch everything to keep track of my life? Maybe then I would have more watchers and feel the desire to start updating with more important stuff about what goes on in my life. I kind of enjoy having something private though that no one knows about. That was one of the purposes of creating this. Only a few people have ever seen it and know about it. (or somehow found me)
Then again, with all this, I think that no one would bother wanting to keep track of long posts. People are too lazy to read everything. Who would want to read every word of my rambles? All I talk about are fandom/bandom things it seems. I have no job, so nothing interesting ever happens in life. All I'm currently in the mood for is World of Warcraft and Fursuiting, and who really wants to hear about my noobish character and faggy furry stuff?
Anyone?
This was my vent relief, but now that I have nothing constant to make me vent anymore, I never use this. Not to mention I don't have any followers that would be interested in what I would say anyway.
I never say anything insightful, I never have any real deep thoughts that I just must get down on something, I never have any ideas that I feel the need to share with people.. I'm not funny, I'm not witty, I'm not creative in the writing outlet, I don't know many people who even have a Blogger. I, myself, am only watching two people. I'm sure if I put effort into searching I could find people to continue watching.
What if I just changed my entire outlook on everything? What if I decided to label everywhere that I have this and this and this, and feel free to watch everything to keep track of my life? Maybe then I would have more watchers and feel the desire to start updating with more important stuff about what goes on in my life. I kind of enjoy having something private though that no one knows about. That was one of the purposes of creating this. Only a few people have ever seen it and know about it. (or somehow found me)
Then again, with all this, I think that no one would bother wanting to keep track of long posts. People are too lazy to read everything. Who would want to read every word of my rambles? All I talk about are fandom/bandom things it seems. I have no job, so nothing interesting ever happens in life. All I'm currently in the mood for is World of Warcraft and Fursuiting, and who really wants to hear about my noobish character and faggy furry stuff?
Anyone?
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
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