False Hope...

As if there should have been any hope placed down in the beginning. Mistake on my part, I suppose. I always have hope for the hopeless.

Maybe...

Maybe some people don't have a goal in life and want to live monotonely working shit jobs because at least it's something to do!

Ever think of that?

I don't want...

I need to lose weight.
I need to figure out who I am again.
I need to figure out where I'm going.
I need to move out.
I need to find new jobs.
I need to save money.
I need to manage better.
I need to live my life the way I want where no one can stop me.
I need to open my eyes and not be so conservative.

I need... A lot if things...

...is a cruel thing.

Jealousy...