We were supposed to Rp.
She was online for two hours just sitting there and I didn't know.
My screen names apparently weren't showing up on her aim, despite me being on and not away.
She didn't bother trying to contacting me anyway, or sending me a text, wondering where I was.
She thought I was pissed off at her for taking a long time to get home.
I was worried for her because she was leaving where ever she was buzzed and then for three hours I don't hear from her at all.. here I am sitting here thinking something happened to her.

We were supposed to Rp.
She didn't bother trying to contact me to see where I was or if I even was upset with her or not.
I missed her being online for two solid hours.
We couldn't start after because we'd get 3 posts in and I know she would have fallen asleep on me like she always does.
I have to wait for tomorrow to get anything.
I have to wait another day to have solid contact with her.

I really shouldn't be so disappointed and hurt over all this, but I'm in tears.

I'm such a fag.