Why do I always dream for the impossible? I will never get the friendships I crave because they are always with people who are famous enough who need to select their friends carefully and I'm just a little no one but a fan (if that) who wishes for things she can't have.
This one particular person is different from the others though.. He's been on my mind a lot recently. I read his writings and updates online and I just.. flutter over him. He's different though because I'm not really a fan of what he does as his living. Unlike the others where I am a fan. I kind of like that thought, because, to me, it makes it seem like I have a little more of a chance to be his friend. "I'm not a fan of what you do. I'm a fan of you. Who you are as a person." That's always a good thing to hear and it's not as creepy. I think..
I don't know. I wish I could create him something, write him something, tell him all this, and just try. It never hurts to try, and I know nothing would work anyway, but at least he would know. And.. you never know. Maybe he would contact me back. However I think I have lost my chances for this year. He has come and gone already and probably won't come again until the end of the year.
For those of you who know who I'm talking about; You know me well. And thank you for paying attention.
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